Jesus was not sent by creator to be slaughtered on the cross like some dumb four legged Beast to fulfill some prophecy and magically save us all. Creator didn't send Jesus at all. Jesus said to creator, I can't stand all the suffering down there, I'm going to go see what I can try and do to help. I'm going to show and teach them how to return to be members of our family, and if it cost me my life I'll try and get others to do the same. And Creator said, don't, son, they will crucify you. And Jesus said. Well if they do they do, I've got to try and help reduce that suffering and bring some joy. I can't stand it like it is.
I may be incorrect, but these sacred three days with Mark have been so stimulating that something, someone, just sent that Clarity to me this moment, maybe it was creator, maybe it was satan, maybe it was my ego, I think it was creator.